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I look into the stargate - the endless myraid stars engulf me
without thinking i plunge headlong into the unknown
not knowing if i'll live or die, or what will have happened when i resurface here
but i have to do it - i have to try

Nothing can describe what i have seen here
its endless beauty escapes with words too light to touch and feelings impossible to bear
to live or to die - none of it matter after what i have seen there
i wish i was back there - i wish you knew enuff about "there" to care

Flooding my senses - i return to the abyss - exstatic
nothing is as great as this - the abyss - it welcomes me back
stars whisper unheard things by mortal ears inside me
filling me with warmth inside, knowledge untouched till the end of time

I learn things i should never have known, the experience ages me like you'll never know
not on the outside but my soul has grown countless generations
now its so old itll swell up and explode like the red giants of yesteryore

Seeing a star born is indescribable - like a vast energy of light exploding into existance
everything you know will suddenly pale and shrivel away at the comparison - -comparing is even unfair
pulsing with happiness - radiating with joy
what i would give to be that star - take my feelings away and give me light to shine over the universe once more

But now i return - against my own free will
i would have liked to have stayed but my presence is needed here
dying is my only goal - life offers nothing in comparison
ive changed so much - and you havent changed at all
yet life accepts you as you are and looks down on me strange
i must go - my time has come - my light fades as i soar into the sky
i tremble with anticipation - enjoy life - let it make you happy - as i bid you goodbye.

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